I am sill remembering you,i know its tough,when my wife left me I struggle for over 10 years ,would not even look at another woman,did not want to live and had to struggle with it all that time and would look back on life and say gene you could have been more kind,loving and the list goes on,but at the time I thought I had been a good husband comparing to others I knew,but now I know you don't compare to others but see your weekness in comparison to Christ,she pass away a few years sgo and it still hurt me ,I had to read the bible much to get strength thru Him and my son,just remember that many are still praying for you,God still have a purpose for you and could be what you are doing now a part of it so keep encouraging us,it helps,thanks,things like this brings out our weakness to help us do what is right to our wives,for many were like me when I was growing up and did not see much love shown by husband and so we thought that was the norm and so we felt like we had done our part,i am learning different