Thanks for sharing ,Tal. We all have our "fears". Trust is a hard one. In a way you and I talked about that when we fished together. All we can do is trust ourselves, and play it out from there. Just remember the guys who follow this thread, trust that you are a friend. We are getting to know you through this thread. And as you can tell from all the views and post's we crave it. You are our favorite "fishervet".