I have put this off since yesterday at noon. That is when my Tuie had a stroke and died. Please don't make fun, but try to understand when I say this little chihuahua doggy was one of the greatest loves of my life. I waited for 62 years to find her and she was my most perfect pet ever, so sweet and loving. Brightened me up every time I saw her, whether after a few hours or seconds she would show so much excitement to see us. She only lived 4 yrs and 11 months and I was only away from her less than a couple nights. We had a ritual where I rubbed her and talked to her and kissed her, while telling her she was the sweetest and cutest puppy in the world, then tucked her in. Then I would sneak in one more hug. I won't put her picture on as every time I see it I still cry. I am really hurting and struggling over this. So are my wife and other doggy Sadie. We all are like lost in a dream. I had to see my Dr. because my breathing was so shallow and erratic. We got that worked out okay, but still having crying fits. I know it will get better, but it is still hard to understand. I can't seem to look at pictures of chi's yet, so I unsubscribed to all the sights I follow. Anyway, thanks for reading this and any kind words will help and are appreciated. Those who know will understand when I say " I loved you Tuie and I will always treasure knowing you loved me. Thanks, Danny