TapOut64- don't know you man but thought bout you while hunting this morning- having read this thread a while back, it came back to me while pondering my wife's & I 35th wedding anniversary today- if something happened to her they'd probably have to put me down- keep on hanging in there man!!!! I'm be 58 years old next month & I've had 2 mind numbing, catastrophic events with family members- you'll never forget but believe me it will get better- you grow- hang in there man - I can tell from the pics, you'r a young man - your life will go on & you will be happy again- and it will be no disrespect to her when it happens- she would of wanted you to - don't know you from adam but from now on you'll always be in my thoughts- good luck-