Mike, man you have it bad. Look up, if there is a black cloud over you run from it. By the way, my luck runs the same path as yours most of the time. But I tell everyone I can, at least when I met my wife, I felt like I was paid back for all the bad luck. Know you feel the same from how you speak of your wife, and that's what really matter's. GOOD LUCK TO YOU BROTHER. GOD BLESS!!