chris, i was shocked to hear this, had to read it several times. i'm deeply saddened by this news of your dad, and you have my heartfelt condolences and deepest sympathy for you and your family. my family and i will keep you all in our prayers. i know that words won't ease the pain, but maybe he is in a better place now. please let us know if there is anything we can do, as you have a lot of friends here you can turn to. may God bless.