Bigfish....you didn't lie to me...your love for alcohol did. No hard feelings on my part..and anything I can do for you let me know. These guys gave some great advice, but as you know its all worthless, unless you want to quit. I can't say I know what you are going through, because I never consumed alcohol in my life. I just hope that since you admitted the problem you will take the steps necessary to take care of this problem. It will be a battle, as I saw my grandfather and other family members fight it for years. Good luck to you. Poppop.