I've had all I can stand.
Last year, from the first weekend in December to Easter Sunday, I didn't fish on only one weekend.
This year, I haven't fished since December 1st.
I'm out. I'm headed to Arkansas Thursday, hooking up with a guide to fish a "unpublished" location, then hooking up with the sister to fish some of the same and lake Overcup.
Leaving Thursday might come home Monday after a little morning fishing. (Code word there, "might".)
The best way to get to where you want to be in the future is to act like you are there TODAY.