I understand how you feel John. I lost my best friend , fishing and hunting buddy 11 years ago . We hunted EVERY DAY of the dove season and caught more crappie together than we need to talk about. I had almost quit fishing until I met a few guys on this site. I think of him everyday I am out huntin' and fishin' and find myself laughing rather than crying these days. I thank God every day for the time we had together .
Love and miss you Leslie walker , keep on smiling !