Both anxious & nervous is the best way I can explain it. Not nervous about money but just about filling my time. And maybe about not being around my coworkers/friends any longer. I've worked in a coal fired power plant basically my entire adult life. Really was just a kid when I started. It's all I know as far as work goes. Don't get me wrong starting there early in life & sticking with it is what is allowing me to leave now also. It's been a great place to work. At one time I was the youngest one there & now of course I'm one of the oldest. Which means most/about all of the guys that I turned wrenches with are gone now. I've had a salaried position for about the last ten years contracting work & purchasing things we needed to keep it running. Which put me in contact with lots of people. My wife & I keep to ourselves here on the farm for the most part. I told her I will need some kind of interaction with people. My buddies who have left recently said that was the hardest part. Not being around the guys is what I will miss.

Sorry for the rant.....

I will say I'm looking forward to warmer weather so I can get outside and do stuff. Won't be long. This Wednesday is my last work day & I fly to Florida Monday to fish Okeechobee for 9 days. Really looking forward to it. Haven't fished since December.

Maybe that's what's wrong with me.