A lot of what I had to say has already been said. As with most of us, I too have lost family members. Mother, Father, Sister and oldest Brother. Never am able to completely put it behind me, just learn to deal with it. Some days better than others, and downright bad some days. I only say this to remind you that you aren’t alone in this, though you may spend a lot of time by yourself. My thoughts and prayers will be offered for you in the coming weeks. I’ve enjoyed your posts and look forward to more of them in the future. God Bless.....Skeet