rramos361: I walked in those shoes when I was 20 and 21 years old. Was stationed in Germany at a small detachment. Not really a lot to do, so most of us drank. Before I met my wife to be, I was downing a half gallon of Henneseys best cognac every day. When I decided to quit I prayed to God for help. I know I was very fortunate to give it up without any set backs. My prayer for you is that you turn it over to God and receive his blessing. God will not fail you. He will not give you more than you can bear. God bless you.