reelcrappie, don't know you but will pray for you and your family. god bless you because I know what you are going through. when my dad had colon cancer and went through all the steps [radiation,kemo] he decided then that he was the toughfest s.o.b that walked at 68 and nothing would beat him that way. he was right[73 know] you can do it and now you are the toughfest s.o.b out there. kick it in the ass.