Man I lost my son in Jan. paid for his Funeral out of my early retirement,my step son attemped suicide spent 3 days in the phsyc ward no insurance,my fridge broke down.We are supporting my 24 step son ,no job at this time, got to find an extra car so he can get to work if he finds one ,so I guess I phrased it wrong im going to bindge get one .Maybe I can bribe myself to getting back on the water only been 2 times,and had a hard time on the water both times.Just having a hard time Fishing knowing my son will never be in my boat again .