One more things guys....but God! The Lord Jesus got real big for us! He provided a young heart for my wife, we have servered the Lord for 21 years faithfully and involved in our home church . Then this trial put a hold on our lives. In Piedmont hospital for 74 days 57 just waiting on a donor heart. I could write a book on the miracles that happened to us before and leading up to as well as the heart surgery . I've learned to live with my world that I love the life I love involved in tying flies shooting baits and fishing all stopped. I missed this years fishing we closed on our dream home haven't been there but once since closing. I was just numb out of touch and thought I had lost my feelings . But God...he has been faithful to us both and a new beginning the rest is up to him! Notice to all crappie I'm coming back...God willing...