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I Sent This To Over 200 People This A.m. Proud To Share With All Of You Too!!!!
I want to start this by apologizing to all of my friends and family that I have let down over the past 5-7 years, I should have been a better example.
I quit drinking and smoking this month. I have been thinking something was missing in my life for quite sometime and I realized last night it is my relationship with God. I am only telling you all this because you are my best friends and family. I hope you will support my decisions and not shy away from me. I am going to try my best (I know it won't be easy) to clean up everything in my life. Where I go, some of the people I associate with, the things I say/do, and most importantly where I turn for help and advice. It start TODAY and I'm going to get back in Church this Sunday, I'm going to start focusing on what is most important to me. I have always felt this way and over the last 5-7 years I have ignored the feelings of guilt, the convictions, and the signs that I need to clean up my life. I love my friends and hope I am not someone they would shy away from due to my choices to better my life. I do NOT see any of you as a reason or excuse as to why I have been putting it off.
It's time for me to not only grow up, but to go forward, and I feel deep down in my soul that I cannot do that without God back as the #1 priority in my life. I will still be the same ole' cool Chiefy you have come to know and love, but facts are facts, I'm going to be that person without all the negative factors pulling me down. I hope you all are truly happy for me, this is what I have wanted for a LOOOOONG time. You don't have to worry about me preaching to you, that is not why I would do all this, it's for me and my future. Love you all and you are my boys (and girls)...Please do not take offense if you ask me to do something or go somewhere and I say, "No thanks." I have to be strong and it's really embarrasing and I'm super ashamed as to how my life is turning out. I have potential that's endless and it might be a little hard at first to make this step, but I have to surround myself with positive and re-inforcing things to help me strive for this.
The first step is putting your foot down in your own life. That's what I've decided to do! I woke up this morning after praying all night and I feel GREAT! Hope you all have a great weekend, and I might be seeing a few of you for the Jermaine Taylor fight after my crappie tournament tomorrow. =)
BOOMER SOONER! Go Hogs!:D
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Originally Posted by Mo'nBack
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