Hey its only a women and there are a ton of them out there,just get a playmate don't marry it.If you want something by your side all the time get a dog as they always have a tail wag for you.My springer is one of my best friends and I can count on her 24/7.Now get out fishing as I'm heading down mid March and need some reports on Ouachita and remember your overall health is a lot more important.They say time heals all wounds,Good Luck