prayers sent!!! hang in there and if it is Diabetes,there are worse things diease wise, while a bad diease its something you can control if you follow the rules. I was diagnosed a year ago with it this past January and once I got requlated in about 10 days or so and watched my diet life is pretty good. I do have to take shots,but have reduced them to 2 or 3 a day . they have refined the insulin with these epi pens so all you do is dial in your amount and the needles are very tiny and short.