It doesn't happen often Dux, but I'm at a loss for words. Not because I don't have any. but because none will that will ease your sense of loss. A few months back I had to put my little dog down, and haven't gotten past it yet. If I got up to go anywhere or do anything, she was on her feet and at my side. She fully believed the sun rose and set on me. So sorry to hear of your loss. There will be others but none will be like her. God Bless Brother.