• For all husbands and an update from me.

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    TapOut64
    Published on 01-07-2014 05:45 AM
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    This is in response to losing my beautiful wife on Christmas Day. I am hoping that I have hit rock bottom and am starting my assent. I have lost somewhere around 15-20lbs. I have not been eating much and am resorting to drinking Ensure and protein drinks. It's odd how I always had a nervous stomach, I would go out on first dates and couldn't eat a thing but my first date with Debbie I ate just fine. This has rocked my world like nothing ever has. I commented on my wife's facebook page that I am searching for a direction in life but without Debbie I have none. I did run 4 miles at the ocean front last Wednesday and today I ran 4 miles at home and I went to the gym on Thursday. Where some turn to alcohol and drugs I am turning to running, lifting weights, and Brazilian Jiu Jitsu. I am trying to make sense of this and am proud to say it has only strengthened my relationship with God. I feel that it is now my mission to spread the word to husbands to always tell their wife's that they love them, hug them, and kiss them. I leave you with a card I found that I gave my wife some years ago, this is what I wrote:

    Debbie,

    This past Sunday at church you leaned into me and looked up at me, I looked at you and thought how beautiful you looked. I started to get teary eyed but managed to blink rapidly so as to not show tears coming from a tough guy. You should know that this was not the first time. On numerous occasions the same has happened. It is a warming feeling to look at you lying in bed next to me, finding you so beautiful, I am a very lucky man. My attraction to you is not only physical but it sure is nice to look at my wife and think what a beautiful woman God has blessed me with. I used to look a the moon and ask God for a soul mate. The other night the moon was bright and I thanked God that he sent me you and that you were in the house besides me. I'll love you forever, George
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    1. Pepop's Avatar
      Pepop - 01-09-2014, 11:31 PM
      I'm so sorry for your loss. Your strength is inspiring!
    1. GoneCrappieFishing's Avatar
      GoneCrappieFishing - 01-10-2014, 07:05 AM
      Thanks for sharing your story. Am so sorry for your loss. We should all be continuously thankful for everything, especially our families. We may not always know what tomorrow holds, but Im glad you know who holds tomorrow. That alone will be a huge help to you.
    1. prefers shiners's Avatar
      prefers shiners - 01-10-2014, 01:15 PM
      Keep your eyes on Him.....he brought you this far, He will see you through......
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      bowhunter012463 - 01-10-2014, 06:58 PM
      Tap, Wow, so sorry for your loss. Be strong my friend. You brought more than one tear to my eyes and have given me a new outlook on my relationship with my wife. There is always us on here you can talk too and many others.
    1. CrappiePro's Avatar
      CrappiePro - 01-13-2014, 02:04 AM
      She will meet you again on a shining shore by a lake full of three pounders, Where you both will never ever haft to clean a fish with the desire to eat them. Everyday will be perfect weather and you will return time and time again to her smile, her hug, and her gentle kiss. Worry not for she will be waiting for you with open arms ready to guide you to new fishing holes in heaven.

      So sorry for your loss in this world, but hold dear the faith that you will see her again soon in a better place. Our thoughts and prayers go out for you..
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